Thursday 30 January 2014

The Storm
By: Margena Myrick
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THE STORM
“Rain is pouring down outside that door like
it was mad at the world. I’m suffering. My little
legs are all anxious and restless. I can’t play with
my wagon. I can’t climb the tree in the front yard.
I can’t run over to the store for candy; I’m just stuck
in the house watching the storm beat down
everything that’s out there in its path. Daddy’s cat
is creeping around like a thief in the night,” I cried
to Mama while I was sitting on the bed watching
her.
She was hemming a dress and I was
listening to her tell me all about how one day I’m
gonna have to do this for myself.
“Mott, it’s good to know how to do for
yourself, that way you won’t have to beg or pay
people to do what you can do. Try to get your own
things you need; house, money and car,” she
explained.
“Mama may have, Daddy may have, but
blessed is the child that has her own,” she went on
to say. My Grandma could go on and on for a while
when I was spending time with her. She was a
natural. Just off the top of her head she would come
out with comments I had never heard anybody say.
“Mama where in the world did you learn all
the stuff you tell me?” I curiously asked.
“Baby, learn to listen when people talk.
You’ll be surprised at what you can learn. But you
also need to learn how to take the meat and spit out
the bone just as well. Folks will lie even when the
truth will do.”
“It’s raining cats and dogs out,” Daddy said
as he worked his way through the back door. He
always made sure nothing would blow away during
bad weather. Some stuff he would tie down or lay
down. That way stuff don’t end up in the
neighbors’ yard or in the field across the road.
Things like Mama’s wash pans, my wagon or
anything else I may have pulled out from
somewhere. He said an old man named Mr.
Bellamy, told him a long time ago, “If it thunders
before seven, it’s gonna rain before eleven.” He
was right.
Uncle Robert was spending time at Aunt
Rose’s house with our cousins Earnest and
Preacher. I bet they were doing something with a
car even in this bad weather. Earnest and Preacher
thought they were some kind of hot rod kings.
They loved cars. They didn’t even have one,
neither did Uncle Robert. I guess they were trying
to plant a seed as Daddy always said. Hoping one
day they’ll get a job and buy a car. Daddy always
told Uncle Robert if he don’t work he may be
tempted to steal something. Stealing was
something my Granddaddy wasn’t gonna tolerate.
He’d probably beat Uncle Robert down to the
ground.
Tee Jo was with her friend Mary. They was
probably doing cart wheels and splits in the rain.
They loved to be shaking it. I guess that’s why they
wanted to be Pep Squad Girls.
Anyway, I was glad both of them was gone.
This way I could have my Grandma and my
Grandpa all to myself and nobody was here to
worry us. Or, so I thought.
In a loud voice we heard someone yelling. I
ran to the front porch and there was Mrs. Mary
yelling at a
pretty young
girl.
“Get your
butt out that
rain gal!
Come here,
come on
inside!”
Mrs. Mary
kept yelling at her, but she acted like she was crazy
in the head. She was staggering like she had had a
couple of drinks, or a little taste as what Mama
called it. Mrs. Mary kept trying to get her in the
house. She was swaying in the mud. I looked over
at Mr. Bo’s Store but he wasn’t open. So it may not
be, since Mr. Bo not open, that she’s has had a little
taste. I ran to the backroom where Mama and
Daddy was. They never stopped what they was
doing. They probably thought Mrs. Mary was
yelling at Rose or Walt.
“Mama and Daddy come here quick, you got
to see this. There’s a young lady out there in the
storm. I think she done had one taste too many.
Somebody may need to help her. Maybe she needs
to sleep it off.”
Lightning was streaking across the dark sky.
Thunder was rumbling all around us. The wind was
blowing fiercely in the trees. She was just out there
swaying in the mud. It was like she didn’t see or
feel a thing.
“Oh My God, that’s not drunk that’s
something else bothering that child. I done seen
that before,” Mama said with a look of concern on
her face. Daddy didn’t say a word; he just had a
blank stare on his face as he watched. Mrs. Mary
was still beckoning for her to come inside. The rain
was pouring down on her. From time to time she
would stop and look over at Mrs. Mary, but she still
stayed there in the middle of the road, soaking wet,
being beat down by the weather. She didn’t even
care.
Daddy suddenly turned and went to the back
of the house, while Mama and me stood on the
porch watching the young girl in the rain. Daddy
came back with a parasol and his rain jacket. Off
the porch he went, into the bad weather to get her.
She didn’t resist him at all. She was like the
walking dead.
“Go back in the house Mary we got her,”
Daddy yelled then signaled for Mrs. Mary to get
back in the house. Rose and Walt were standing on
the porch too. They went back inside as Daddy
worked his way back to the house.
“Come on in here child,” Mama said as she
grabbed her hands helping her up the stairs of the
front porch. I’m not sure that was just rain running
down her face. I think a lot of what was on her face
were tears. Her eyes were blood red, she was
shaking, her clothes were torn, and her face had the
look of total heartbreak. The weather wasn’t letting
up at all. It was pouring outside.
“Mott, run and get some towels,” Mama said
as Daddy went in the back to take off his wet
clothes. The towels were folded neatly on the old
trunk where me and Mama had left them the day
before. Just as Mama got her in the house good,
before we could get her dried off, she fell on the
floor of the living room.
“Henry come here quickly, she done fell!”
Mama yelled out to Daddy. “Come see if we can
get her in one of the other rooms.” Just as they was
about to get her off the floor, someone was at the
door.
“Coming in, “is all I heard when the door
opened. It was Mrs. Mary and Rose. I couldn’t
believe they were out in this bad weather. They
were just in time to help us get the young lady to the
bedroom.
Daddy grabbed her by the shoulders and
Mama and Mrs. Mary grabbed her by the legs. Me
and Rose was trying to keep her dress down for her.
Mott, you and Rose move back, we got her,”
Mrs. Mary instructed us. We trailed them into one
of the bedrooms and watched them get her onto the
bed. Daddy then turned and walked out the room.
He left it for the ladies to handle. Mama and Mrs.
Mary started to dry her off as she laid there in the
bed, still as if she was dead. All her clothes where
soaking wet.
“Mott, go in there in Jo’s room and bring me
one of her gowns.” I took off running cause I knew
where all Tee Jo stuff was. I sometimes looked
around a little bit in her room when she wasn’t
home. I knew she kept her gowns in the second
drawer on the right hand side. She told me I wrote
with my right hand, that how I remembered it. She
kept all her socks under that drawer. So I got some
socks for the girl since I was already there. I could
have brought her some of Tee Jo’s panties, too. I
knew they was on the left side in the second drawer.
But Mama didn’t ask for those.
“Always have on clean panties. You never
know when you gonna be in an accident,” Mama
told us that all the time. Tee Jo kept a lot of pretty
panties. She was sure to have on some pretty
panties if she got in an accident.
I rushed back to the room where they were.
She looked like a sleeping angel. While Mama and
Mrs. Mary cleaned her up, Rose and me jus’ stood
there and looked. She didn’t smell like she had had
a little taste. I knew what it smelt like cause my
Uncle B-boy would get him a taste from time to
time. He would go to sleep and I could smell it on
him when I tried to go in his pockets and get me
some quarters for the juke box at Mr. Bo’s Store.
After she was cleaned up, they tucked her in
the bed and quietly closed the door to the bedroom.
Mrs. Mary and Mama sat in the kitchen and talked
for a while about the situation. They didn’t know
whose child this was. All they knew was this is
somebody’s child and she needed help. They
stepped in to do what they could for her. Her wet
clothes were thrown across a chair in the room. The
dress she was wearing was pretty and so were those
shoes, muddy and all. As for now, she acted like she
didn’t know she was even in the world.
“Mott will you and Rose come out of there
and let her rest. We’ll find out more about her
when she wakes up. Let her sleep, girls.” That was
Mama’s voice making sure we didn’t disturb her
rest.
“Maggie it looks like a bad storm is
coming,” Mrs. Mary commented as she walked to
the front door and looked out.
“Looks like a bad storm is already here from
the look of things,” Daddy said as he walked out.
He had changed his clothes from the wet ones he
had on earlier.
“That girl in that room has got a storm going
on in her life,” Mama said as she worked her way to
the refrigerator to take something out to cook.
“Mama, me and Rose want to know how
you have a storm in your life.”
“Yep, Mama how do you have a storm in
your life?” Rose curiously asked her Mama.
“Girls, it hasn’t been any storms in y’all life
yet, just wait awhile, it’s coming,” Mrs. Mary stated
as she stood at the door looking out at the rain
pouring down, the wind sweeping through the trees.
The thunder continued to hit, the lightning was
lighting up the sky. Even though it was early, it
was dark outside. A strange young lady was resting
in our house that we knew nothing about. This was
starting off to be a different kind of day. There was
a storm on the outside of the house and one on the
inside. The one on the outside I knew how to take
shelter from, but what do I do when there is a storm
on the inside. I’m sure Mama was gonna tell me
when it all blows over.
It looked like a break in the weather; the rain
was starting to slow up for a minute.
“Come on Rose, let’s try to make our way
back to the house, while we got a chance. Tie them
shoestrings, so you don’t fall and break your neck,”
Mrs. Mary told Rose as she gathered herself to take
off running to the house. The rain was trying to
slow up. They opened the screen door and off they
went, making there way back to the house.
I stood at the front door and watched as
Rose and her Mama made it to the house out of the
rain.
Mama and Daddy sat at the kitchen table
talking about how bad the storm was and how long
they believed it would last.
“That’s the one thing about a storm, you can
only hope it blows over fast, it’s hard to tell how
long it’s gonna last when it hits,” I heard Daddy
telling Mama.
“We just have to buckle down and pray that
it don’t tear this place apart,” Mama said as she
started to shell the peas that one of the neighbors
had gave her just the day before. It was a whole
hamper sitting in the kitchen floor. She would often
shell’em and put them up in the freezer. She called
it canning. I never understood why Mama called it
canning when everything was in plastic bags, not
cans.
“Here Mott, get a pan and help me and
Henry shell these peas,” I decided to stop peeping in
the bedroom. I knew that’s why Mama told me to
get a pan and start shelling peas. That was to keep
me busy, hoping I wouldn’t wake that girl up. I had
already made up my mind that I was gonna find out
who she was, where she came from, and why was
she walking in the rain in a storm like she was crazy
in the head. If Mama and Daddy hadn’t been in that
kitchen, I think I would have known by now.
I reached under the kitchen cabinet and
found a small pan to put some peas in. I was
hoping Mama wasn’t gonna say anything about the
size of the pan. No sooner than I thought it, she
came out with it.
“Mott, couldn’t you have found a smaller
pan? Now try again. Either you find a pan or I
will.”
Mama was being sarcastic about the pan.
She would have liked for me to pull out a much
larger one.
That sounded like when she would send me
to get a switch, when I was gonna get a whoopin’.
She would say, “Go get me a switch right now and
don’t come back with no small one, because you
don’t want me to get it.”
Mama made decisions hard for me
sometimes. I found a decent size pan and attempted
to shell peas.
“Lord, a hamper is a whole bunch of peas.
Mama gonna have us shelling peas all day through
the storm. As soon as the sun come out, we gonna
have to go in Daddy’s garden to pick some okra to
go with these peas!” I could probably shell better if
I knew who that girl was in the bedroom. Mama
and Daddy didn’t seem to be worried too much
about it. I didn’t think it would ever stop raining.
Daddy had said earlier that he thought this rain was
gonna go on all day. I went to the window several
times to get a look at how hard it was pouring
down.
“Get away from that window, you’re gonna
get hit by lightning standing there, you know better.
You want to get struck like Henry’s old horse,
Red?”
This rain need to stop. I can’t go outside. I
can’t stand to the window. I can’t move around. I
don’t understand why I have to sit still when it’s
lightning and thundering. I can’t wake that girl up
in the other room. All I can do today is shell this
hamper of white acre and purple hull peas. I wish
Rose had stayed over. We would have known what
was going on by now. Mama and Mrs. Mary would
be shelling these peas and talking about everything
under the sun. That girl in the other room would be
telling us why she was walking in the rain like she
done lost her mind.
I got my pan of peas and sat on the floor and
started to shell them. It wasn’t hard work, I just had
to settle down and get started. It was when we were
working around the house together that we all got a
chance to fill in on what the others had been doing,
or thinking about doing. I think if Uncle Robert and
my Tee Jo was here, it wouldn’t look like there was
so many peas in that hamper. They would have a
pan too.
Boom!! Just then the thunder hit hard. I hit
the floor, Daddy’s cat ran in the other room and
Mama decided we may need to put them peas down
and get in a corner and be quiet.
“Thank God for the thunder and lightning,”
I said it before I knew it.
‘Daddy this storm is going on a long time,” I
said as he was pouring all the shelled peas in one
pan. I think he was happy to be putting them up.
He was working pretty fast.
“Babe, this is just one of many types of
storms that gonna come up in yo life. You just keep
living. You hear me?” He stopped and looked
down in my face as he said it.
I looked in his face a little puzzled. How
many different kinds of storms can come up other
than all that water pouring from the sky?
“Daddy you getting old, so I guess you done
seen a lot of different kinds of storms, huh?”
“The only way not to get old, you have to
die young. You keep getting up every morning
seeing the sunrise and you too gonna see a many
different storms.”
Just then Mama stopped sweeping the floor
and looked at me with them expressive eyes.
“Mott, a many of storms is going to come
blowing in. Some bringing heartaches and
disappointment. Some gonna come in bringing
loss, and that don’t mean dead with a spot down
there in the cemetery. Some come in with illnesses,
some with confusion and many gonna roll in under
the name of family. Families and friends can kick
up one hell of a storm.”
“Mama, I may as well get ready, cause some
storm is coming in my life,” I said as I eagerly put
the pans and peas away.
The next thing I knew to do was to check on
our guest in the other room. She was sleeping
through all that bad weather. Mama often said she
could get some good sleep in this kind of weather. I
was wondering why she had us shelling peas when
she could be getting some good sleep too.
That girl lay in the same position. She never
did move from the time they put her in bed.
“Mama you may need to check on her, I
think that storm in her life is about to make her
sleep it away.”
“She fine, just let her rest. We’ll find out
later who her people is.”
Streaks of lightning zigzagged across the
sky. It lit up the community. The whole field
across the road was like someone turned a light on
over it. Miss Lady wasn’t sitting on the porch this
day. Where ever Daddy’s cat was, he was not
coming out. I hadn’t seen him for a while.
Just then the power went out. I knew when
it went out, cause the refrigerator stopped making
that humming noise. Everything was dark. Daddy
worked his way to the hall closet and pulled out
some candles. We all made our way to the
backroom. We was feeling around in the dark, only
to get in the backroom and Daddy didn’t have the
matches.
“Con-find-did!” When he said that, I just
knew he didn’t have the matches.
“Daddy, you ain’t got no matches, do you?
I’ll get’em for you.” Off to the closet I went, feeling
my way through the dark. They were in the bottom
of the closet in a box where Mama kept her clothes
pins. I remember putting them there when I was
looking for Daddy’s shoe polish. I carefully made
my way back through the dark.
“Here Daddy, I found them for you.”
“That’s my big girl,” he excitedly said as he
was feeling for the matches in my hand.
“Let there be light,” he said jokingly.
Just as he said it, a streak of lightning went
across the sky, followed by booms and rumbling.
“Daddy I don’t think you should say that
again.”
Candles were lit over the room and he put
one in the
hallway so the girl could see if she woke up.
“Knock!! Knock!! It was someone at the
door.
“Daddy, what fool is out in this weather? I
think every drunken straggler in the community is
coming to our house tonight,” I said in frustration.
“Where in the world did that language come
from?” Mama asked in surprise.
“Mott, you need to remember, good manners
and being polite will open doors for you that money
and education won’t.” She worked her way to the
front walking behind Daddy. I was behind her.
There was a shadow on the porch. To our surprise
it was Miss Carrie.
“What in the world is going on? God done
sent Miss Carrie to our house,” I said as I looked
from behind Mama.
“Carrie, get yourself in here. What you
doing out in this weather?” Mama asked sounding
concerned.
“Maggie, my ride couldn’t get down this
road because it was too muddy. I know they’ll
never get down my road because it’s much worse.
So they brought me as far as they could. I trusted
in the Lord to bring me thus far.”
“Let me get you something to dry off with.
Come on back here in the back.” Daddy was
leading the way by candle light.
“If y’all lights out I know ours is too.” She
said as we all slowly walked to the backroom. Now
here we all are sitting around the heater and it ain’t
even winter time. Mama gave Miss Carrie a towel
to dry off with and placed a blanket in her lap.
Daddy wasn’t saying too much. Then we heard
some coughing. I knew than that the young girl had
finally woke up. With a candle in my hand I
walked down to the bedroom. She was sitting on
the side of the bed. She wasn’t looking around. It
was like the strange place didn’t bother her. Neither
did me watching her by candlelight.
I slowly walked in the room first. I’m sure
Mama was coming behind me. I needed to act fast.
“Hey, I’m Mott. Who you is?”
“Hey Mott,” she said in a sad but friendly
way.
“I thought you was gonna sleep your life
away.”
“I feel like I should have,” she said as she
looked down to examine the clothes she was
wearing.
“What’s yo’ name and where you from?”
“I’m Lizzie Ann and I’m from Mississippi.”
“Lizzie Ann, do you feel better, since you
had a nap?”
“No, not yet, but I will as soon as I can get
back home to my folks, then it’s gonna be alright.”
“Here, put Tee Jo’s housecoat on and come
on in the backroom where my Grandma and
Granddaddy is. I held her hand as we made our
way to the backroom. Not Mama, Miss Carrie, nor
my Granddaddy had gotten out of their seats to see
what was going on. I guess they knew I would find
out. She slowly entered the room with me holding
her hand.
“Mama, this is Lizzie Ann and she from
Mississippi.”
“I don’t believe I’ve seen this young lady
before, Maggie,” Miss Carrie pleasantly said.
“No, Miss Carrie, you don’t know her. We
fetched her out the storm today. Didn’t we Mama?”
“Come on round Baby. Pull up a seat.”
Mama invited her to find a corner to get in. The
rain was still pouring down. The lightning
continued to flash across the sky. We visited by
candlelight.
“How do you feel?” Daddy asked her.
“I’m fine. I did something my folks told me
not to do, and it landed me in y’all town.”
“Dis a good town, it just that we having a
storm today,” I told her.
“Do your folks know where you are?” my
Grandma asked.
“No Ma’am. That’s part of why I’m feeling
so bad.”
“We need to get up with them,” Daddy
eagerly stated.
“Let me make you a sandwich. I know you
got to be hungry.” Mama worked her way to the
kitchen by candlelight. I was right behind her. I
felt this was a good time to get me a sandwich too.
Then before you know it came another knock at the
door.
“Mama, the fools are really out tonight in
this bad weather.”
“Mott, if you say that again, I’m going out
that door in the storm to the plum tree and get me a
switch and tear your butt up. Do you hear little
girl?”
“Mama, I don’t want me no whoopin’. We
got us some company tonight. I’m not gonna call
people fools, okay Mama. I just don’t want me no
whoopin’, Mama!”
“That’s the best news I heard all day. You
need to stop spending so much time at Willie Mae’s
house. My little angel can’t talk any ole kinda way”
Mama went to answer the door and Mrs.
Mary and Rose was back.
“Come on in y’all so you don’t get soaked.
“Is everything alright over here?” We could
see the candles moving around in the house,” Mrs.
Mary asked as she shook the water off her parasol
and helped Rose into the house first.
“Everything is fine. Come on in. I was
about to make some sandwiches.”
“How’s that young lady doing?”
“She seems to be doing well. We all in the
backroom. Come on in and find a spot.”
All that time, Lizzie Ann was left with Miss
Carrie. That powerful woman of God. I couldn’t
help but wonder what was gonna go on this stormy
night. It was like the Creator himself was setting
the stage for a big showdown. Mrs. Mary went on
in the back where everybody was and found her a
chair. Rose and me was still in the kitchen with
Mama when we heard. Knock!! Knock!!
“Mama!” I yelled with excitement. “Don’t
you say another word!” Mama sternly stated. She
was wiping her hands off to answer the door. I’m
sure she was as puzzled as I was that there was so
much traffic at our house in the middle of this bad
storm. Mama answered the knock at the door and
to our surprise, it was Miss Lady.
“What in the world is she doing out this time
of night,” I said to Rose as we both stood on the
kitchen floor admiring the beauty of the candle lit
room and waiting for Mama to get them sandwiches
ready.
“Come on in Lady. This is a real bad storm
we having tonight.”
“Maggie I saw all them candles moving
around yo’ house and I thought something was
wrong. I said to myself, I need to go check on
Maggie and Henry. I did see that young gal
standing out there in the rain earlier. I saw Henry
go get her. Who she Maggie?”
‘Go on in the back Lady, she’s in the back
sitting with some others,” Mama said.
While Mama was talking to Miss Lady, we
saw car lights trying to come down that muddy
road. Mama, Miss Lady, me and Rose stood there
in the door and watched as the car wobbled,
slipping and sliding across the road. We’ve seen
that many times before when the weather was like
this. There they go, right over in the field. That
ground is too soft over there and sometimes people
get too close to the edge and get stuck. When I saw
it, I knew Mama may as well stand in the door and
wait. Whoever was in that car was not getting out
of that ditch this night. We stood in the door and
watched them spin tires for the longest. They were
getting deeper and deeper into the mud. Mama
finally signaled for them to get out of the car and
come in. When the lightning streaked across the
sky, we could tell there was more than one person
in the car.
“Mott, go tell your Granddaddy to come
here, they may need some help.” I took off running
to the back room where everybody was.
“Daddy get your parasol and come quick.
Some folks stuck in the ditch across the road!”
Daddy got up quick to come see what was going on.
I don’t know what was going on in the backroom,
but when I went for Daddy it felt like church in
there. Miss Carrie was praying for Lizzie Ann.
Everybody back there was agreeing. I looked back
at them when I was leaving, it was as if they didn’t
know I’d been in the room or Daddy was leaving.
Daddy rushed out to the car to help. It was three
women and a man in the car. Mama stood holding
the house door open, waiting for them to come in.
Everybody was standing on the floor shaking water.
“Mrs. Maggie, we thought we could make it
home. That road is worse than we had thought,” the
man said.
“Y’all have a seat. That old backroom may
be a little crowded for all of us.”
Just as I started to return to the backroom,
that hamper of peas caught my attention. While
everybody was getting settled in I thought this
would be a good time to shell them peas. If we
don’t, Mama gonna make me shell tomorrow and
all these people gonna be gone. I went under the
kitchen cabinet and got me the largest pan I could
find and filled it with peas.
“Here Rose. Get this pan, girl!”
“What for?” She curiously asked.
“Rose we got to get Mama some help
shelling these peas. Rose stood on the floor waiting
for me to hand her a pan. I filled it with white acres
peas and passed it to her while the others were
talking.
“Come on, follow me to the backroom.
Mama got some more people in the kitchen. Y’all
may want to come in the front with the other folks.
Mama said, this room is a little crowded for all of
us.” Strangely enough everybody got up and started
to move by candle- light. Now everybody is in the
same room talking about something.
“Mott, what’s that you got in that pan?”
Lizzie Ann asked
“These peas, I gonna shell’em for my
Grandma while the storm is going on.”
“Pass me a pan, I like to shell peas, I’ll help
you.” She requested.
“Get me one too; we got to ride this storm
out doing something,” Mrs. Mary said. Then like
magic everybody wanted a pan to shell peas in.
Lizzie Ann blended in well with the community
folks.
“Mrs. Maggie, I need to get in touch with
my folks. I know they some kinda worried about
me,” she said out in front of everybody while she
was shelling peas.
Daddy was about to tell her where the phone
was when Mrs. Mary said the phones had been out
for hours. That explains why we hadn’t heard heads
or tails from Uncle Robert or Tee Jo.
“How you get here to our town?” I asked.
“Well, I thought I was going to get married.
Only to find out after I’ve been away from home for
six weeks with no contact with my folks, and no
money. That man had no intentions of marrying me.
We were headed to Jacksonville, we got into an
argument and he put me out of his car in this bad
weather and went on to Jacksonville to his folks
without me. I let him sweet talk me. I left my job
and slipped off from my folks. I thought he loved
me. They have no idea where I am. I know they’re
worried sick.”
Daddy all the time tells his girls,”Jus cause a
man can sugarcoat cow poop, it don’t make it a
doughnut. Do it Mama?”
“ That’s right Mott, now hush!”
“Lord have mercy, your mother must be
worried to death.” Mama stopped what she was
doing and looked over at her as if she could feel the
worry her folks must be going through, not knowing
if their child is dead or alive.
“Mama and Daddy always told all their
children, to get their own stuff. Mama may have
and Daddy may have, but blessed is the child that
has it own stuff. Right Mama?” I said as me and
Rose sat on the floor shelling peas.”
“Mott, watch your mouth and try to hush for
a minute,” I heard Mama say again.
“We gonna get in contact with your people
first chance we get. If there’s a will, there’s a way.
It ain’t no sense in yo’ folks not knowing heads or
tails as to where there child is,” Daddy said.
“Don’t you worry about a thing? We gonna
get you back to yo’ family,” Mrs. Mary said firmly.
“We got children and you don’t know whose
hands your children is gonna end up in. You have
to treat it like it was your child; what you would
want somebody to do for your child. Lord! What if
that was one of mines?” Mama said as she shook
her head..
“You never know when you’re entertaining
an angel either,” Miss Carrie said. I knew she had
something spiritual on her mind. I wanted to know
what all she was praying for and telling Lizzie Ann
when she had her cornered off in the backroom. I
felt, if it could be done, Miss Carrie was gonna
shake something loose from heaven and blessings
was gonna rain down on us and Lizzie Ann this
night.
“If any of you was in my home town you
would probably hear some not so pleasant things
about me. I’m not a bad girl. I just made some bad
decisions or ran around with what some would call
bad company. I’m probably guilty of a lot of what
they say about me, but I’m not the person they say I
am. I come from a praying family. I’m not my
folks best child, but they never made me believe
they loved me any less. A lot of what they say are
lies.” She hesitated for a moment and said, “Lord
help me right now.”
“That devil is a liar! Don’t’ you worry
yourself none about what folk say. They been lying
since the beginning of time. That’s just something
folks gonna do. Don’t let lies get you down. Your
hometown folks can be the worst thing you ever
seen, since God said, “Look.” They dwell on your
past so much, they can’t see what God has coming
in your future. There’s a reason why he said,
“Come out from amongst them.” They seem to have
a problem with other folks prospering or doing well.
They want to look down on you or look back and
see you. They love hearing about how bad
somebody doing, “Mrs. Mary shouted out.
“None of us can talk. We all have done
some things we ain’t proud of. But you hold on
Lizzie Ann to God’s unchanging hands,” My
Grandma cried out.
When Lizzie Ann heard those words, she
held her head down, like she wanted to cry.
“I’ve been down some troubled waters. I’ve
crawled in some holes I should not have been in.
I’ve been in the company of men my family don’t
approve of. I’ve done some things in my life and
many have gotten pleasure from seeing me
embarrassing my people. I’ve caused my folks to
walk the floor many a night and they have looked
for me during the day, but if ya’ll can help me get
back to my Grandmama this time, this will never
happen again. I have a praying Grandmama that
loves me more than her own life and has never gave
up on me. Her prayers have been keeping me safe a
long time. My family taught me how to pray and it
keeps bringing me through.
‘Say it child, we serve a mighty God, a
restoring God, a forgiving God, a heart changing
God!” Miss Carrie hollered.
It looked like Miss Carrie was about to get
stirred up. If Miss Carrie get stirred, it just ain’t no
telling what gonna go on during this storm tonight. I
believe Miss Carrie will tell the storm some things.
She was about to bring our help in and heal all the
pain.
When Lizzie Ann was speaking, I felt
something was about to go on in that room. I don’t
know what it was, but something was starting to
move in the midst of the storm. It felt like my hairs
was standing up all over my body.
“When my friend put me out his car in this
strange city, I did what I knew to do. What my
Grandma taught me to do. Call on the name of
Jesus. She told me, if it ain’t been no storms in
your life, Lizzie Ann, just wait awhile, cause it’s
coming. But it hasn’t been a storm that Jesus can’t
bring you out of.”
“Wow, that’s what Mama say all the time,” I
said to Rose.
“I got to get home and tell my Grandma I
know what she was talking about now. That man
has put me through some things since he got me
from around my folks. But the one thing he
couldn’t take me from is Jesus.”
Daddy got up from the table and walked in
the back rubbing his head. I know he didn’t like the
thought of something like that happening to one of
his daughters. If not that, he felt the same thing
moving in the room I felt. Miss Carrie was standing
on her feet with her hands on her hips and shaking
her head. Mama stopped making the sandwiches
and leaned against the cabinet. One of the ladies
started to hum.
“When y’all saved me from the storm today,
I was giving birth to a new me. Even though the
winds were blowing, I know I was safe. I had sung
until I couldn’t sing no more. I didn’t run out song.
I was running out of energy. Giving birth I hear is
painful; y’all need to know I’m in pain right now.
“It’s alright, Lizzie, you gotta hurt before
you heal,” my Grandma said as she clapped her
hands and shook her head.
My Grandfather always told us, “Learn
how to speak to the storms in your life. So I’m
speaking to my storm right now.”
Then she stood up and shouted with the pea
pan in one hand and the other waving to the
heavens, “Storm pass, you can’t last.”
“I believe it’s gonna be alright for Lizzie
Ann. She has a lot of wisdom and word in her,
don’t she Rose?” I could tell Rose was really
enjoying Lizzie’s stormy testimony.
Rose had a blank stare. I don’t think she
heard a word I was saying. It was like Rose was
eating every word out of Lizzie Ann’s mouth.
My Mother always said, “Let Jesus fix it for
you. I lost her and my Daddy in a house fire many
years ago, but they left words of wisdom planted
deep in my soul. Praising is what I know to do.”
“Wow! I just said that.” I whispered to
myself.
My Daddy said, “The Lord will make a way
somehow. He is a way maker. My rock, He will
never leave me or forsake me.”
“My Grandma told me, I’m more than a
conqueror through Jesus Christ. He will bring me
through any storm. It don’t matter what the world
thinks of me. My Grandfather reminded me often
that, hanging on the cross can be a painful thing, but
you got to go through to get to. They said I’ll know
the spirit by the spirit. That’s why I could rest so
well in a bedroom I’d never been in before. I knew
I was in the hands of praying people. The God I
serve has already cleared a pathway for Lizzie Ann.
I’m broken here tonight, but I’m healed.”
After she said that, Miss Carrie went to her
knees. I knew it was about time for a hum to come
on. Daddy was already rubbing his head. Lizzie
Ann was shelling peas and telling her story. Tears
was starting to run down her face, but she didn’t
stop telling the ladies in the room about the storms
that she has been battling for a many years.
Suddenly she felt the urge to sing and talk to the
storm. She sing “I told the storm.”
“Wow!’ That girl started to sing. She
started to pat her feet on our old wood floor. She
closed her eyes while she held her head back, her
hands never stopped shelling them peas. It was as if
she was looking up to the Father and Him alone.
Giving Him thanks because only He knew how she
had survived the storms of her life thus far and she
was about to tell the storm a few things. God was
about to work a miracle. The way she hummed and
sang,
I told the storm to pass, you can’t last
Go away, you can’t stay,
I command you move today,
I’m safe in his arms
You can cause me no harm
If I didn’t know better, I would think she
sang with a group of people. Not that she needed
any help; she was good all by
herself and she knew how to sing that song. I could
tell everyone in the room was enjoying listening to
her give her story and singing. I enjoyed it too. I
liked everybody shelling peas as we sat there
waiting for the storm to blow over. Then there was
a cracking sound and a boom!! I knew something
had just got hit by lightning. Me and Rose went to
the front room window but we could barely see
outside. Then the lightning lit up the sky again and
we could see. Low and behold a tree had crushed
the car across the road. It had the road blocked.
“Y’all car is crushed to the ground!”
I ran and told the folks that had got out of that car.
“If y’all had been in that car, y’all would
have got y’all heads tore off!” Rose shouted. Rose
then started to pick the pea hulls up from the floor
that was near everybody. Everybody in the room
had made their own pile of hulls.
“Praise God nobody got hurt,” Miss Lady
said as she directed Rose on what piles to get next.
When I saw somebody’s pan getting low, I
ran over to the hamper, got two big hands full and
filled it again. We kept everybody’s pans filled that
night. The hamper was getting lower and lower. It
was getting later and later, and it didn’t seem to
matter to nobody.
Then Lizzie Ann changed songs. She said,
“Sometimes you have to learn to encourage
yourself. Some people don’t care how badly you
doing or looking. They scared you gonna look or
live better then them. They envious and jealous
fools. Oh, but the God I serve.” She started to sing
“Encourage yourself.”
After she said that, I was thinking her
Grandma and my Grandma must’ve gone to the
same school for Grandmas because she was saying
a lot of what I heard my Grandparents say.” She
continued to sing that song, “Encourage yourself.”
She got up and filled her own pan and kept singing.
I really liked Lizzie Ann. I think if she stayed near
us I could get a lot of work done. She was smart
and knew how to work while she talked and could
sing her heart out too. She could show me and Rose
how to sing. Then we could sing and dance when
we at Mr. Bo’s Store. Lizzie Ann entertained the
gathering the whole time.
Miss Carrie was still on her knees. I’m sure
she was talking to God about the storm that was
going on inside the house and the one that was
taking the trees down outside. Everybody in the
room had forgotten all about the storm that was
going on outside. One of the young ladies that was
in the car, her name was Millie.
Mama said all the time,” that Millie ought
to be making records ‘cause she could sho nuff sing.
It was then that she started to show her gift that God
had given her; she joined in on the song with Lizzie
Ann. The Spirit inside the house was whirling
stronger than the wind that was blowing outside the
door. They both were rebuking storms and
encouraging themselves.
No matter how you feel,
Speak the word,
And you will be healed,
Speak over yourself,
Encourage yourself in the Lord.
They held them peas in their laps and poured
their heart out to the Lord. The room felt like it was
swirling around us. Right when I thought they may
be getting a little tired, Lizzie Ann went back to the
other song. She was determined to move that
storm.
Go away, you can’t stay
I command you to pass.
Even though the wind blows,
You will cause me no harm.
I’m safe now in my Father’s arms at last.
I will have peace,
And the world can see,
Christ has saved me.”
Let the rain come down and the thunder roar
All I need is Jesus and nothing more
Then Millie said, “Hold it! Hold it! Stood up and
started to sing:
“I never would have made it,
I never would have made it,
I never could have made it without you,
I would have lost it all,
Now I can see how you were there for me.
I’m stronger; I’m wiser, I’m better much better.
When I look back over all you brought me
through,
I never could have made it
.”
She sing to the top of her lungs.
Lizzie Ann just let her have it. I don’t’ know what
storm Millie was in, but she put that pan of peas
down and started to sing with all of heart. She
started clapping her hands and swinging her arms in
the air, giving Him all the praise.
Miss Carrie was still on her knees telling
God about the storm and calling on Him to step in
and help us out. I think everybody in the room had
their own storm raging. Wind, rain, thunder and
lightning were in everybody’s life. They came
together all because of their storm. I heard Miss
Carrie tell God that everybody in the room was
going through their own personal storm.
“Lord you gave sight to the blind. You made
a lame man walk. You changed water to wine. You
parted the Red Sea. You hung the moon and the
stars. You blew life into dry bones. You are an on
time God. We need you to come by here, right
now,” Miss Carrie prayed. I heard her telling God
about the storms that we were going through and
she was calling for help. Our cousin Margaret stood
up and started to sing,
I speak life,
You are the head and not the tail,
You will prevail
Don’t give up the fight for your life
You gonna live and not die,
God made us a promise
Hang in there my sisters and brothers
I speak life.
Millie continued to sing the song.
“Wow.” Our cousin Margaret was singing
like she ought to be making records, too. Those
three ladies were singing in such a way I knew the
storms had to blow away, they couldn’t stay. With
all the prayers and praises in the air, I knew some
miracles were going on. A heavenly rhythm was
bouncing off the walls. Everyone was feeling
encouraged in the middle of a bad storm.
Then Lizzie Ann started to sing again. She sang a
song about her standing in the middle of that
muddy road and what she was telling the storm
while she was in the rain.
I’m not gonna go through these storms always,
I’m going home with my family to experience
better days
You can’t have me Satan;
Take your filthy hands off my life.
I’m gonna make it with Jesus alone, I don’t have
to say it twice.
It’s all over now; I can make it on my own.
No more cloudy days for me.
I’m wiping my tears away
And working my way back home..
My faith has a brand new day.
Praise, is all I will do from now on.
A new day has been born,
I’m not doing it on my own”
That’s what they were telling the storm. I
don’t think I’m gonna ever forget that storm. They
all sang together a different song and it sounded like
a melody right out of Heaven. They took turns, one
would sing part of song and throw it to the other
one. My Tee Jo should have been home. Then she
could have learned to sing just like that.
This went on for a long time. Three young
women, all from different homes, and all had their
own storm. Just like everyone else in the room.
I’m sure it had nothing to do with the one outside. I
found myself easing over close to Miss Carrie. I
could hear all she was saying to God. There was a
force around her that made your body shake. I
knew Lizzie Ann felt the need to tell her some
things the way they had their heads together in the
backroom earlier…I knew Miss Carrie knew
something about this young lady that we didn’t, and
before the night was over, it was gonna reveal itself.
The way Millie was singing, I knew she
knew about the storms of life. We didn’t see it
coming; the spirit came over our cousin Margaret.
She hit notes I didn’t know existed. She held them a
long time.
“I speak life.
I’m standing on your word, I’m keeping my faith
It’s amazing grace that has bought me here this
far.
And grace will carry me on.
I speak life.
No matter what storms comes in my life,, no
matter, what they do. I’m not alone.
I’m gonna make it; I’ve made up my mind.
I won’t look back. I’m going forward. I’m a new
me and I’m doing fine, Hallelujah
I speak life.”
You could feel the anointing in the room.
The Spirit was whirling around the room in such a
way I felt the need to hold on to my chair so I didn’t
get blown away. Storms were being cleared out of
some lives. It looked like all them knew how to
speak victory and life during the storm. They folks
must have been teaching them some things.
Daddy all the time says,” Mott with every
test and storm, there is a revelation and a
testimony.”
I think everybody in the room needed to
mend from their brokenness. We needed
supernatural intervention, that’s what Miss Carrie
called it, whatever that meant. I wasn’t sure what
that was, but I was sho’ nuff listening. Daddy had
eased back in the room and was on his knees near
the refrigerator. He was rubbing his head and
talking to God too, but I stayed near Miss Carrie.
“Father we need your ever present help.
Some people here need to be set free. We need to
hear from you right now. We speak peace in this
storm, deliverance, mending, good health, love,
money; we desire to be closer to you, Lord.” Miss
Carrie had started to clap her hands as she prayed.
I really liked the part about the Lord giving
us some money, and then Mama and Daddy can buy
us a car so we can go for a ride and a lot of other
stuff.
My Granddaddy was on his knees clapping
his hands. My Grandma was sitting at the kitchen
table with her head down praising Him. Miss Lady
had got up from her seat and looked out the
window, walking and clapping her hands. Rose had
moved closer to her Mama, Mrs. Mary. I guess she
was tired from cleaning up the mess. I wasn’t much
help there. The young girls continued to sing their
hearts out and crying out to the Father. They really
wanted them storms to blow over and to get out of
their lives. Like when I broke Mama’s vase, Mrs.
Elizabeth had given her. She was upset with me,
until my Granddaddy glued it together for her.
Mama felt a lot better seeing that old expensive
vase put back together again, and I did too. When
my Grandma was mad, that was a bad storm for me.
I didn’t know which part it was gonna take off, my
head or my butt.
While the singing was going on, I noticed all
the peas was shelled and the hulls were off the
floor. I was enjoying the singing so much I forgot
to help Rose pick up the hulls. I don’t think she
minded. Miss Carrie was telling God to show up
and show out for Lizzie Ann, she needs to be back
with her folks again. I guess that was to be
expected. The sun was out and we hadn’t even
noticed it. The storm had blown over. Nobody had
eaten one of the sandwiches my Grandma had
made. Then all of a sudden I heard,
“Maggie, it’s a police at yo’ door,” Miss
Lady said.
All the day had to do was break and she
was back taking care of business. My Grandma
didn’t hear her the first time. She walked over to
her and tapped her on the shoulders. She didn’t
bother Grandaddy. I guess it’s because he was on
his knees and my Grandma was sitting at the
kitchen table.
“Maggie, come to the door, it’s a police out
there,” she said sounding concern.
When the police come to your house, folks
start to thinking something is wrong. I’m sure
Mama was thinking something had happened to one
of her children.
“Henry, come here, it’s a police at the door,”
she said as she tapped Granddaddy on the shoulder
as he was spending time with the Lord.
So I decided to leave Miss Carrie and see
what I could do to help.
As soon as Daddy opened the door, the policeman
said, “From the sound of things I believe this is
the right house. You folks got somebody in there
that’s holding up a big nice bus.”
“Holding up a bus, Sir,’ Daddy asked. He
was puzzled as to what the policeman was talking
about. Peeping between my Grandma and
Granddaddy I noticed a real big shiny, beautiful bus
trying to come down the road. It couldn’t make it to
the house cause the road was too muddy and
blocked, but the sun was out, jus’ like it wasn’t even
a storm last night and it was reflecting off that big
bus. It looked like it had mirrors around the bottom
of it.
“Look Mama and Daddy, it’s a big ole’
pretty bus coming down the road!” I said excited.
“I guess y’all ain’t holding it up,” the
policeman said with a pleasant smile on his face.
“They looking for.”
Before he could even get it out I pointed to
Lizzie Ann. Margaret and Millie was still singing.
We noticed an old woman with a cane had gotten
off that shiny bus and was coming down the road.
The policeman said, “That’s the old woman
that wouldn’t let the bus move.”
She told him her granddaughter was
somewhere in this area and she was gonna bring her
home. I don’t know if she’s dead or alive, but her
baby was going back home to Mississippi.
While Mama and Daddy was standing in
the doorway a hand came between them. It was
Lizzie Ann singing her way out the door. She was
singing her Grandma’s favorite song, “I Told the
Storm.” It was as if she knew her Grandma was
outside that door. She sure couldn’t hear what the
policeman was saying to my Grandma and
Granddaddy. That old lady was walking through
that mud just like it was no problem. She was
stepping high coming down that old muddy road. It
was two men with her. Lizzie Ann walked off the
porch, her arms stretched out as wide as she could
stretch them. That old lady was trying all she could
to get to her. The two men was trying to hold her
arm but she wasn’t allowing it. Margaret and Millie
came out the door behind her. They were all
singing, “I Told the Storm,” as Lizzie Ann made
her way to her Grandmother’s arms. When the
others on the bus saw her in the yard, the whole bus
unloaded and went into a mighty shout. They didn’t
care about the mud on their shoes or water puddles
in the road or yard.
What a celebration it was. They came off
that big pretty shiny bus singing the same song; “I
Told the storm.” Everyone was on the same note. I
know that policeman had never, ever seen young
colored girls sing like that before, nor the way that
bus unloaded. Everybody went into praise and sang
their hearts out. I had never seen anything like that.
The police said the old lady knew something.
Nobody else on the bus could hear anything at the
time the old lady heard it. It was as if God himself
sent a signal out to Lizzie Ann’s Grandma and she
used it like a road map.
I heard Miss Carrie ask God earlier to show
us a miracle today, so we can help Lizzie Ann get
home to her Grandmother. Our folks didn’t even
have to chip in together and get her a bus ticket.
Like when me and Rose had to put our money
together to hear a song on the juke box at Bo’s
Store or get us a snack. God sent the bus to the
house to pick Lizzie Ann up to take her home.
“Wow, the things you can do when a community
comes together and prays on one accord. The Spirit
becomes an unstoppable force.
Her Grandma got to meet my Grandma and
Granddaddy. Mrs. Mary and everybody else
introduced themselves. Oh, and she introduced her
folks to me and Rose. Folks was hugging, kissing,
singing and praising God. This was one
unforgettable storm. Tree limbs were down all over
the place. Roofs were blown off, stuff was turned
over. I think a lot of things changed that night. A
lot of stuff got washed away in that storm and the
sun was out again. All my Grandma’s peas got
shelled and we made some new friends. Me and
Rose jumped awhile in the mud to that Holy Music.
The music felt good in our spirit. It was a little
different from the music at the store. This was a
feeling that was down deep in our bones. We
danced and jumped as long as our hearts could
stand it, along with everyone else in the yard. Me
and Rose didn’t shake our hips, but we jumped and
shouted for awhile, then everyone else sang
together, “I Told the storm.”
Mama and Daddy asked them, “how did
they find Lizzie Ann?” Come to find out, that ole
fool, that ole good for nothing, useless, piece of
breath in britches that Lizzie Ann called her
boyfriend, boasted to his friends that he put her out
in the rain, in a town, on the main highway about
four hours from Jacksonville.
I don’t think Mama would have liked me
describing him like that, but that’s what Aunt Willie
Mae would have called him.”
His friends called Mississippi and told one
of Lizzie Ann’s cousins, and they called the other
family members. The old lady took over once they
got to our city. They said she prayed and pointed
the whole way. Everybody was in the yard praising
God for his divine direction and her protection.
When that old lady put her arms around Lizzie Ann,
it was like thunder and lightning all over again.
Tears were running down everybody’s face. Lizzie
Ann sang to her Grandma.
She kept saying, “Grandma, the storm is
over now, it’s gonna be alright. I’m broken, but I’m
healed.”
The men that walked that old lady to our
house started to sing with them and I could not
believe what I was witnessing.
The bus driver said to one of the men, “We can piss
on the fire and call in the dogs. The hunt for Lizzie
Ann is over.”
There were a circle of people in our front
yard around Lizzie Ann and her Grandma.
Everybody that was on the bus was now in the yard,
singing and shuffling like nothing you have ever
seen. The police stood there in amazement. He was
clapping his hands too; he was just on a different
beat than us. He was enjoying himself. That old
tree down, didn’t seem to bother anybody, neither
did the car it crushed across the road. I looked back
and Miss Carrie was standing on the porch looking
up to the heavens with arms in the air, shuffling her
feet all over the porch. She was crying out to the
Lord, saying, “There is nobody greater than You!
Nobody Lord! Nobody Lord, greater than you!”
She was jumping and shouting more than me and
Rose. We was really kicking up a storm.
The family said that Lizzie Ann’s Grandma
talked to God the whole time after she got the news
she was alive. She asked God to bring her
Granddaughter to her. They had just finished a
concert in Jacksonville. Come to find out, Lizzie
Ann’s family is gospel singers and they travel all
over the country.
Her Grandma said, “Lizzie Ann’s gift of
singing is more powerful than that of her mother’s.
Her mother was the lead singer before the fire
accident that took both her mother and her daddy.
Praising God and performing concerts is what our
entire family does. Lizzie Ann got off track and
took up with a young man that wouldn’t take a job
tasting pies in a pie factory, and he loves to eat. She
had to have him and the family couldn’t tell her
nothing when it came to him. She just would not
listen when it came to Johnny, Juking Johnny, that’s
what everybody called him. Many folks said he
would sleep with a snake if somebody would hold
its mouth. It’s fifty-two kinds of money out
there and he ain’t had na’an one. Folks say every
time you see him; he was slobbering at the mouth
like a white mouth mule at other women.
Everybody round the town say he would kill you
graveyard dead if caught looking at Lizzie Ann, but
he wouldn’t treat her right. Besides that, he was a
big liar, and what’s a lie for a man to tell; it’s like
spitting on the ground. I often heard love was
blind; it will also make one complete fool out of
you if you ain’t very careful. We just hope she has
learned something from this experience and can
finally see her way.
Aunt Willie Mae always says, “It’s two kind
of women or men a person shouldn’t want. One that
nobody else wants and one that anybody can have.”
I realized that what’s out there in big cities,
we also had right here in our own village. Pea
shellers, Prayer Warriors, storms, singers, songs.
Our cousin, Margaret, and our neighbor, Millie can
rock with the best of them. Also Juking Johnnies
and Good Time Charlies was everywhere too,
waiting to steal them young girls hearts and take
them through the storms. I see them all the time at
Bo’s Store. Broken angels searching for someone
or something to give them pleasure, fulfillment and
end their loneliness, some call it love and happiness.
I would often see my young Daddy on his
knees, but it wasn’t the Lord he was calling on. He
was calling on Little Lucille from Mobile. He
would yell, “Come on Little Lucille from Mobile
“cause Daddy need some help!” And he would
throw them dice against the wall, hoping his
numbers would fall. He would say, “Mott
sometimes you got to take a chance; just roll the
dice.” I don’t believe that was a prayer. A lot of his
britches had holes in the knees. Little Lucille from
Mobile need to come on and bring some needle and
thread before my young Mama raise a storm about
all his britches he’s tearing up. I guess love and
happiness is kinda like throwing them dice. You
never know what you gonna get when you get in the
game.
It was bittersweet watching that real nice
bus back out the mud that morning. I could still
hear the song, “I Told the Storm.” I could see
shouting on that big ole’ bus and hands were in the
air, and praising God as the bus slowly rolled out of
our sight. I couldn’t help but wonder what it must
feel like to roll up and down the road in something
that nice.
It was a sweet thing, Lizzie Ann’s family
had found her. God had shown us another miracle
and it was bitter seeing her leave so soon. We all
enjoyed her. Me and Rose wanted to learn to sing.
I guess we’ll have to worry my cousin Margaret and
Millie now. We got a record from that Mississippi
singing group and Lizzie Ann was leading most of
the songs.
Lizzie Ann said, “the storm is over now,”
and if we need anything or whenever we want to
come to a concert, just give her a call. She gave my
Grandma and Mrs. Mary her phone number and me
and Rose copied it down for ourselves.
If there was anybody that could tell God all
about it in song, it was Lizzie Ann. She was tearing
up every song on the record. You could feel God’s
presence on her in every song. Her Grandma told
my Grandma that Lizzie Ann had bought her a new
house on a lake in Mississippi, and she’s about to
do a solo album; Whatever that means. She gives
her testimony before every concert, about the
storms of life and how God led her to a family she
had never met before who took her in. How God
will lead you and give you peace and safety in the
middle of a storm, if only you trust him. Lizzie
Ann always told the audience, “You see my glory,
but you don’t know my story.”
We heard that Lizzie’s ex-boyfriend was
still in Jacksonville. He’s not doing so well these
days, since they found him in that ditch. I wonder if
her brothers had anything to do with him not doing
so good. Lizzie Ann’s Grandma still prays for ole
Johnnie to get himself together, for his healing and
for him to stay a good distance, far away from her
Granddaughter. On the other hand, if he knows
what’s best for him, he may need to move farther
away. Cause if she hear anything about him trying
to come near her, it just may be a different kind of
singing the next time. I believe if that had
happened to one of my Granddaddy’s girls, it may
have been some slow walking and some sad
singing.
You know what? No matter where folks
come from, it don’t matter who their folks is, it
don’t matter their walk of life, or color of their
skin…. Everybody is weathering their own storm,
no matter the shape of it…. A storm is a storm is a
storm is a storm. It’s a blessing to be raised in a
village that knows how to come together and call in
help in the time of the storms.
Me and Rose got us a new song we like. We sing
all the time when we playing. It’s called “My
Help.” We sing.
Our help,
Our help,
Our help.
All of our help, cometh from the Lord.
Our help,
Our help,
Our help.
All of our help cometh from the Lord
.
That’s all we know now, but, my Grandma
said, that’s a real good start for me and Rose. She
said for us not to look for it on Mr. Bo’s Juke Box.
I may ask Mr. Bo if he can get that song for me and
Rose. Maybe he can get some of Lizzie Ann
records too.
And if it ain’t been a storm in your life….. You
just wait a while.
Pain has its purpose.
Refuse to resent clouds,
Because you’re going through a
storm.
This road isn’t easy,
But it’s the road that leads to life.
I’ve had enough death for one
lifetime.
So I shall press on.
Pastor Hart Ramsey
THE END
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